Sunday, September 6, 2009
blogged at : 11:19 AM

helloooooosss peopos !

im back from MIA-ing so long. nyahahas :D
shud nt be updating bt shahid told me so. so, whatever.
thot of uploading two videos bt currently not in th mood.
anything, wanna watch th 'dikir barat jenaka', go view nisaaa's blog.
soon (!) will be uploading 'arvind's tak menjadi magic illusions'.
HAHA. bt not now yea. sorry hor.


anypoos, bby is MIA-ing from friday till now.
i dun knw his condition right now.
bet his phone was being confiscated.
so i dun really knw how to contact him -.-
go smoke some more uhh. kan da kene caught dgn yoong.
haishhhhh !


thanks afiq and emu for being there for me.
thanks emu, your advice is worth it.


i just dun geddit why you did dis to me.
im totally disappointed. im hurt. where's your promise uh ?
your promise to stop smoking cos you loved me.
you shud thank emu for giving me advice thru dis pain.
if nt, i wud have been forgetting you all dis while.
bt now, im still worried abt your condition.
still thinking abt you. still wondering what wud happen next.
bcos i wanna go thru th pain wif you.
i wanna be wif you thru out your problems.
and solve it together. cos i loved you still, no matter how bad you are.


my despair runs so deep, im afraid to admit it.
instead i express my stress thru tears,
tantrums, moaning, screaming,
slitting and smoking.

cos i guess tht wud help.

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