Sunday, October 4, 2009
blogged at : 11:58 PM

Time check : Its 11.44pm here & my feet dragged me here
into cyberworld instead of my LalaLand. I must admit that
i've been wondering why life have to go on dis way. oh stupid,
i created another huge problems which i dun wish to -.-" yeah,
serena is satisfied wif it. dun you ? haaah, been fighting wif my
sister over small stupid problems. darnnn, i dun knw how to
study in dis way ? bitch, i think my eyes will get swollen each day.
who cares, right ? mate bole bengkak setiap hari.



i dun knw how to settle over dis problems. counsellor pon tkda
gune. confirm spread cite pat sume cikgu. i wish i could yell.
i cun sleep well. i wont tell bby abt dis. cos i dun want to trouble
hym much. i dun knw who to talk to then. i also dun want story telling
wif afiq anymore. i bet he cares more abt her. im all fucked up.
where's my frens all ? sume org da buat hal sendiri. jalan raya
pon tkda plan. i wanna cry out loud. very loud.



My face grew solemn and this is ever so gutwrenching.
Making me so upset over things i never expect would happened.
Yknw, sometimes you can't put high expectations on something
because it would just disappear in one click of your finger.
I dun knw how i shud react to things now & i really hope i could
wrap the wound up. I bet now everyone wish they could have a time
machine. To get the things they had done to be undone and to keep
whatever they had to themselves. Throw away the dirty little dirts ,
and burn mistakes into ashes.


i feel like leaving dis world bt first i wanna see bby and iqa.
then everyone wud be happy. right ? im all cried up nw.

Labels: i miss daddy :'(