Help me with this guys. I've been thinking so fucking hard abt this lame thing, sucha bs. I really cant solve this thing out, seriously. But i cant say out here. There's also no point of me saying all this stoopid lameshyt thots. I knw i do feel like letting go of everything. But im also aware i cant afford of losing. Right now, my mind is full of different mindset i had abt this particular person. uhm, philanderer ? huh, come on. I dun want to ruin any relationships or friendship or whatever ship you have with her la. I dun want cry abt this alrdy, please la. I knw i dun wanna let go but it seems like im forced to. I believe if i make such decisions things will be worse for me. But if i dun, things will be more worse for others. Fuck it okay. Go do whaaat makes you happy la. Go slack with anyone you want. And when i dun talk to you, dun ask me why. Tsk, i hate this th most. I hate to feel th hurt. I hate what you did! But i know.. i cant afford to lose :'(