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Tuesday, May 11, 2010
blogged at : 9:06 PM Saturday's Study Group.          justforlaughs. I started my saturday with tuition then met gfs for study group. Pictures above describe some parts on what we did aft studying. More pictures in ajoya's FB. So well, i cn only tell what i cn roughly remember what happened on tht day. Specifically, OIAI ended on th day itself due to some conflicts we had. What i cn only say is tht i dun have any grudges on you, gerl. I just had it enough. You are just egoist. You think for your own good and i guess OIAI dun deserve to move on bcos we have no hope. Sume buat hal sendiri. Macam kacang lupekan kulit. Its our last year sey. Yaa i knw you dun graduate with hym, thts for confirm. Bt hey, think abt us too. What we did like last time, how we use to hang arnd and balance things well with our relationships. Things change so fast huh. Like we are force to forget people arnd us and do what is for ourselves. Even if OIAI deserves to move on, things like dis will happen again. Babes, what and how we are right now, is totally different from last time. I miss you guys. I miss our happy memories together. I miss everything about your personalities. I even miss my ownself. OIAI, i miss you. I cant believe im crying for this. But i did bcos i've simply lost my beloved gfs tht i wish our friendship could last... i dun wish to take five sticks tht day. D: im so addicted. Today  Today's paper was easy. Ended at 9 and settled things aft tht. I had quadrangle floor talk with OIAI and some other frens. Things isnt clear yet. So its yet to be settled. Haha. Went out of school with fatin and frens, makan puff. I took three sticks today. Then went to Ikh's house with ajoya, had karaoke session. Went back home at 3. Im so tired right now. My art is nt done yet. Art paper is tomorrow. D: i think im nt sleeping tonight. Wish me luck. What im feeling, right now, at this time... Let me tell you this kay.. aft accompanying my fren i go home straight away.. i did tht bcos i want to let you feel how its like biler diri tidak dilayan.. i knw im nt anyone to you.. i cn only love, care for you.. bt i cant force you to love, care for me also.. i cant be jealous too cos there's no point.. what's th use if there's only one sided love.. aft all this while, have you ever knw what im feeling? have your mind ever came across what im gonna feel when you do this.. Okay, i cried aft reading this everytime.. Sadly, im crying too now. Adam, i miss you. But it cant help. Im scared i would fall in love thts why im acting this way towards you.. You dun seem to care anymore aft i've changed alot. I miss GHT with you. I miss th laughters and jokes we had. Why am i like this ? Haish. I knw im nt appreciative towards you aft all th things you did to me. Now what i did to you ? I hate myself ! God, give me ego too. :'( Labels: i knw im bad |
