MTP.

Met principal just now as i received pink form. Mum didnt managed to meet principal in th morning so time was dragged till nearly th afternoon. Waited for mum like two hours and i got fuckedup so i scolded mum on th phone like hell k. Mum cried talking to principal abt me. How bad i do D: I got Ugrade for four subjects. After meeting principal we met mdm shah. Mum cried talking abt me again. Talking abt my attitude and whatever. I got pissed, in order not to cry i smiled all th way to mdm shah. Right after my mum jotos my head i cried, badly. I cried uncontrollably. You just dun knw how it feels like. Sume OIAI dpt white form except me. Mdm shah ended th talk and i was still crying like nobody's business. I walked off showing my attitude. Mum sound as if im rude and its th fact la. So, i walked to mdm shah and salam her. And there it goes, mdm shah hugged me from th side and tried so hard to comfort me while walking. I cried so hard tht mdm shah cried too. I can knw she understand th burden in me. She told me she love me and so i cried veryvery hard again. Im so ashamed i cried in front of a teacher tht i nvr did bfore. I cried th way like how i cry everytime i did inside my room, feeling pressurized. Now, i got no face anymore to come to school. But mdm shah have hopes on me. She wanted me to move on to 5N. So i decided to cancel off what i've posted previously cos i knw i want to move on too. And im so totally pissed off with mum. Sigh.

its been three days i've been enduring this pain. for those texts i read. for th way you act like nothing happened. i think i had this enough alrdy. i've make up my mind, fully. i hope this is gonna be my final decision. i wanna smile over everything again, but not with you. dun love me cos you're gonna play arnd with it. and stop saying you only love me cos right now you dun seem to. thanks for your always-be-there for me. thanks for your listening ear. thanks for your company. thanks for your advice. thanks for everything. bye sweet memories, cos we're just gonna be normal like others.