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All you need to knw.♥  ouh, thts my name.. please dun rip it (: Grows a year older every 21Sept Swiss Cottage Secondary Outstanding student (always stand outside class) :D I can be stubborn & crazy at times. So, be careful :D Girlfriends/Gans are loved by me♥ Don't snatch them or else you will be sorry You read & I judge. Cause I am the one living this life . Chat With Me. ♥ Tag me if you wanna be relinked . Tag me if you wanna be delinked . Spam me if you wanna me to spam you .
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Monday, June 28, 2010
blogged at : 3:31 AM  Hello gorgeous people! i got bored staring over th screen & its staring back at me, like always. so since i dont wanna sleep, im taking this precious chance to update. i had tiring practice during cca for upcoming arts nyte. cikgu petpot for nt concentrating on my studies. & im putting more effort on cca. so maybe i'll be kick out of th performance. nyahaha. fuck studies. i dont think i can balance anymore. today new term starts, principal is gonna give long lecture in th morning like usual. *heads on table. none of my homeworks are done. malay homework, is a must. but not sure if i got mood to do. okay, put tht aside. i lost my upper barbell. & tht is saaad. its colourful, like very & its lost alrdy. & now its replace with plastikkk blue tht b gave me. but im still saaaad, its sangaaat colourful. ohmy. *flap ears. williams, i wanna have a heart to heart talk with you but maybe i cant. cos i knw i'll cry for every single problems i'll share. how ah kontot? sigh. *smack forehead. bye, out of words. :/ i have alot of problems in my life tht i dont like talking about. im a complicated person & no one realises tht. people look at me & judge me but thts okay they dont knw me. i honestly feel alone in th world like no one understands me but i hope tht one day maybe, just maybe someone will. th world is a crude & horrible place we live in & im starting to realise tht now. im starting to realise who's gonna be there for me & who's not. meeting new people is making a difference in my life, for th better, hopefully. i see more & more people hurting me each day. from th things they say to th actions they take, they are breaking me down, slowly. UNCERTAINTY. is th biggest torture in love. you feel jealous yet you cant complain. you get hurt yet you cant show it. you can love with your all yet you cant say it. all you can do is watch & enjoy th smiles. KEEP TH PAIN. & show how much tht person means to you. to [ insert bdk tw name ] ; i dont wish you to smile over looking at his fb again. admiring hym and start saying i think im liking hym. kata top scorer in class. kata pmpan paling lawa dlm class. kata takmau carik boy dulu. ish nak rampas lagy ?! tk serikserik laaaaaaaa- *bang head on wall thrice. Labels: somehow someday. |
